(CNN) โ Law enforcement officials gave some insight Friday on why a five-time Bronze Star recipient and new father would orchestrate a suicidal New Yearโs Day explosion, saying he wrote of โpolitical grievances,โ armed conflicts elsewhere as well as domestic issues in the days leading up to the blast in Las Vegas.
One of two letters shared by police show Matthew Alan Livelsberger, 37, of Colorado, said the incident was intended not as a โterrorist attackโ but rather โa wake-up call,โ saying โAmericans only pay attention to spectacles and violenceโ and โfireworks and explosivesโ were best to get his point across.
A second letter that police believe Livelsberger wrote called for action to remove Democrats from both the federal government and the military. That letter also included the possibility of occupying roads and federal buildings, not ruling out the use of force.
The writings โ the first letter containing more than 400 words, and the second containing fewer than 125 โ were found in Livelsbergerโs cell phone, as well as a 10-day โjournal of activityโ or โsurveillance logโ from December 21 to December 31, which chronicled his purchases of firearms, camping equipment and other items.
An ex-girlfriend, Alicia Artist, who dated Livelsberger from 2018 to 2019 and from 2020 to about 2022, told CNN on Saturday he had been depressed while they were together.
โHe would tell me he had depression. Like, โWe canโt hang out today; Iโm too depressed today,โโ Arritt told CNN. โHe had a lot of inner strength, and he would just push through it.โ
Livelsberger suffered concussions, but itโs not clear how many, and also had back surgeries in 2018 and 2019 relating to injuries he suffered during his military service, she said.
The AP reported that Livelsberger spoke of injuries, pain and exhaustion in texts to Arritt while they were dating, at one point writing: โMy life has been a personal hell for the last year โฆ Itโs refreshing to have such a nice person come along.โ
US officials familiar with Livelsbergerโs military records told CNN he had been diagnosed with depression last year but had not been assessed to be a risk of violence or suicide.
An active-duty US Army Green Beret, Livelsberger was on leave from his base in Germany at the time of the blast โ a combination of fireworks, gas tanks and camping fuel in the bed of the vehicle detonated by a device controlled by the driver, sources told CNN. According to law enforcement, he shot and killed himself in the driverโs seat shortly before the explosive in the trunk of the Tesla detonated.
Livelsbergerโs body was so badly burned, authorities identified him through charred identification cards and partial tattoos visible on his body. Law enforcement officials officially confirmed Friday it was Livelsbergerโs body.
Political views and โpersonal grievancesโ
Investigators fanned out after the incident, interviewing his family and friends and digging into phones and computers for clues. Livelsbergerโs social media presence was sparse and, at the time of the explosion, contained few if any references to politics.
A family member and former Army colleague described him as a highly decorated combat veteran whose background in special forces and explosives seemed at odds with a blast which relied, in part, on fireworks.
And, they said, Livelsberger had a strong love of country โ particularly the president-elect.
โWhen President Trump was in office, (Livelsberger) would comment on his Facebook page about the things President Trump had said or done or how heโs helping the military,โ the relative, who asked not to be named, told CNN. โMatt had a lot of respect for Mr. Trump โ he just loved the guy.โ
Livelsberger was not affiliated with a political party, according to the Colorado secretary of state voter registration database.
In the first letter released Friday by police, he wrote before the incident he needed to โcleanseโ his mind of the โbrothers Iโve lostโ and relieve himself of โthe burden of the lives I took.โ
Spencer Evans, the special agent in charge of the FBIโs Las Vegas division, said the incident appeared to be โa tragic case of suicide involving a heavily decorated combat veteran who was struggling with PTSD and other issues.โ
Evans said โother family issues or personal grievances in his own life โฆ may have been contributing factorsโ in the manโs actions in Las Vegas. โItโs evident that the subject considered, planned and thoughtfully prepared for this act alone,โ he added.
โItโs not lost on us that itโs in front of โฆ the Trump building, that itโs a Tesla vehicle,โ Evans said at a news conference Thursday. โBut we donโt have information at this point that definitively tells us, or suggests, it was because of this particular ideology.โ
The first of Livelsbergerโs letters shared by police Friday show he supported President-elect Donald Trump, Elon Musk and Robert F. Kennedy Jr., and thought the country was โterminally ill and headed towards collapse.โ
The day before the blast, Livelsberger appears to have sent an email to some online media outlets saying he was in possession of a โmassive VBIED,โ or vehicle-borne improvised explosive device, and was armed, according to a copy reviewed by CNN.
Law enforcement has reviewed the message and examined where the email originated and believe it was written by Livelsberger, a law enforcement official familiar with the investigation confirmed to CNN. The email expressed conspiratorial concerns about government agencies โtrackingโ him and suggested he had planned to travel to the US-Mexico border. The writing CNN reviewed did not make any reference to the president-elect, Trump Hotel in Las Vegas or Tesla.
Two deadly attacks
The Las Vegas explosion bore some striking similarities to a deadly attack in New Orleans earlier the same morning, when a driver with a US military background plowed a rented pickup truck into a crowd celebrating New Yearโs on Bourbon Street, killing 14 people. Both perpetrators used the company called Turo to rent their vehicles.
โBoth of the subjects served at Fort Bragg, North Carolina,โ said Kevin McMahill, sheriff of the Las Vegas Metropolitan Police Department, at a Thursday news conference, in reference to the military base now known as Fort Liberty. โWhat we do know about that is itโs a very large military base, and we have no record that they served in the same unit or even at the same years at Fort Bragg.โ
McMahill added both men served in Afghanistan in 2009, though there are no indications they served in the same unit or province.
Law enforcement analysts assessed there is no connection between the incidents in Las Vegas and New Orleans, a law enforcement source familiar with the latest intelligence assessment told CNN.
Decorated military service
A fellow member of the Green Berets who served with Livelsberger in Afghanistan said a key focus of their mission was to dismantle a network of Taliban-aligned forces who had been detonating car bombs in and around Kabul in an effort to destabilize the government.
The former colleague, who asked not to be identified, said their unit was often tasked with keeping a crucial highway clear of improvised explosive devices.
โThey would just be set up all along that highway and it seemed like โ especially towards the tail end of the deployment โ a lot of guys were getting struck,โ he said. โLuckily, our unit was never struck, but other units that colocated with us got struck by IEDs.โ
The fellow soldier, who had kept in touch with Livelsberger since their deployment, said he didnโt know whether the explosion of the Cybertruck was in any way inspired by the kind of attacks so common a feature of the unitโs mission.
The military colleague said he was shocked by the incident in Las Vegas, especially given Livelsbergerโs impressive credentials: a Green Beret with a background in communications, IT and tactical unmanned aerial vehicles. Livelsberger also steadily advanced his rank in the military to team sergeant, the second-in-command to the captain in the special-forces detachment โ a position he held until recently, the fellow soldier said.
โYou donโt have to be a genius to say, this guyโs going to have his pick of options for career field when he gets out,โ the soldier said.
Livelsberger was an Army Special Forces operations master sergeant, a senior enlisted rank, according to four US officials. He was on active duty in Germany with the 10th Special Forces Group but was on leave at the time of the incident, three officials said.
Livelsbergerโs relative, who said he hadnโt spoken with him in at least a decade but saw updates of his life through Facebook posts, remembered Livelsberger as an intelligent and popular student in high school.
โHe played most of the usual sports and was often the captain of the team,โ he said.
The relative said Livelsberger wanted to be in the special forces from a young age and was very successful in his career, which included several tours in Afghanistan.
โIf he really wanted to hurt people, he could have hurt a lot of people,โ he said. โBut that is not in his nature, it was never in his nature.โ
Livelsbergerโs military colleague described him as a โbigheartedโ member of the unit who procured toys for Afghan kids and helped build a doghouse for a stray dog adopted as a pet on the base.
โEven in a place like Afghanistan, where oneโs heart can be hardened by the nature of the mission, he never seemed to go down that path and always seemed to have his humanity very much in place,โ the fellow soldier said.
His former military colleague told CNN heโd stayed in occasional touch with Livelsberger since the end of their deployment and even sent a gift when he became a father in April last year. Livelsbergerโs second wife, who he married in 2022, sent the colleague a thank-you letter, he said.
She did not respond to requests for comment from CNN.
The fellow soldier said his friend had never indicated he was struggling โ either during their deployment to Afghanistan, where they experienced combat, or afterward.
โIt just makes me really sad to know that maybe something was going on with Matt and none of us knew,โ he said, after briefly choking up. โWe all would have obviously reached out and done anything we could to help him.โ
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