BOSTON (AP) โ Maxim Naumov came to a stop in the middle of the ice, looked up at the sky and patted his heart. Then he mouthed a few words, in Russian, to his parents:
โThis is for you guys. You guys are with me. I love you both.โ
Former world pairs champions Vadim Naumov and Evgenia Shishkova died in January when their plane crashed into a military helicopter on approach to Washington, D.C., and fell into the icy Potomac River. A total of 67 people were killed, including more than two dozen who were returning from a development camp following the U.S. figure skating championships in Wichita, Kansas.

Maxim Naumov, who finished fourth at nationals, already had returned home. Since the crash, he has become in many ways the face of the tragedy โ or at least its effect on the skating community.
โI donโt think Iโve walked through a hallway and havenโt given a hug since. And I feel that support and love,โ he said Sunday. โItโs been beyond anything that I could have ever even imagined. And it helps so much to get through this day.
โItโs overwhelming,โ he said. โBut it makes my heart so full.โ
Naumov, 23, skated in a benefit in Washington earlier this month that raised more than $1.2 million for the victimsโ families. Speaking to reporters Sunday after performing at the world championships gala, Naumov said the time that he is on the ice gives his mind a chance to escape the tragedy.

โAs soon as I hit the ice, my brain just โ I donโt know whether itโs focus or just calmness or stillness or what, but it feels like I tune everything out,โ he said. โAnd Iโm just talking with them, and theyโre helping me.
โI donโt hear the crowd. I donโt hear the announcers, I donโt hear anything. I just have this internal dialogue and Iโm just able to almost be calm and just be in my heart,โ Naumov said. โAnd theyโre always there, too. And every time I think of them, especially when Iโm on the ice, it really, really helps me get through.โ
The world championships, which had previously been scheduled at the home of Boston's Celtics and Bruins, brought renewed attention to the plane crash and the century-old Skating Club of Boston that has been a home for Olympians and recreational skaters alike.
There was a tribute on Wednesday, sandwiched between the day's two sessions, and frequent reminders of the tragedy.

Alisa Efimova and Misha Mitrofanov, who finished sixth in pairs this weekend, held up pictures of the Boston club members who died in the crash: two young skaters, their mothers and the two coaches. Reigning U.S. champion Amber Glenn wore a T-shirt honoring the memory of all the young skaters who were lost.
Ilia Malinin, the โQuad Godโ who won his second straight world championship on Saturday night, finished the show on Sunday with a performance that he said was dedicated to the plane crash victims. He came to the end, red-eyed and choking back tears.
Naumovโs introduction on Sunday identified him as a member of the Boston club and included his three fourth-place finishes at nationals. It didnโt mention the crash, but many in the crowd surely knew his connection: He received not only the polite applause that greeted most of the other skaters, but a second wave, with individuals standing to cheer him on.
Wearing unadorned black pants and a sparkly black top, a gold chain flopping around his neck as he glided across the ice, Naumov gave a gala performance aimed more at emotion than proof of athletic prowess.

The choice of music, Mac Millerโs posthumous 2020 release โThatโs on Me,โ was intentional. Miller died of an accidental drug overdose in 2018.
โLately, for some reason โ well, not for some reason โ but lately Iโve just been listening to Mac Millerโs album โCircles.โ Like just over and over and over,โ Naumov said. โAnd knowing the unfortunate story about him as an artist, itโs been very relatable.
โI relate to it, and I feel really deeply and emotionally what heโs talking about in those songs. And itโs also been really helpful for me to almost get my emotions out in that way personally.โ
When his skate was over, Naumov took a deep breath, patted his heart again and waved in each direction. His bows were deep and poignant. Leaving the ice after a one-minute standing ovation, he made the sign of the cross.

โThereโs a lot of emotions just right now, and itโs hard to even put a name to what Iโm feeling currently," he said. "I just feel so much support, and itโs very overwhelming.
โI have so much gratitude," Naumov said. โAnd Iโm thankful for each and every single one of those fans.โ
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