(CNN) โ Audrey Hale felt no hatred against anyone at the school where the former student gunned down six people. In fact, the 28-year-old relished fond memories of The Covenant School and wanted โto die somewhere that made her happy,โ Nashville police said.
โHale bore no grudge against the school or staffโ and considered them to be โโinnocentsโ and victims on par with herself,โ the Metropolitan Nashville Police Department said.
The revelation came in a trove of new details released in a report by Nashville police Wednesday โ two years after Hale randomly slaughtered three teachers and three 9-year-old children at the private Christian school.
Shortly after the massacre on March 27, 2023, Hale was gunned down by police โ leaving myriad questions about the inexplicable killings that remained unanswered until now.
After conducting interviews and reviewing Haleโs digital devices, online accounts, artwork and writings, detectives managed to piece together the killerโs preparation and motivation behind the gruesome attack.
Notoriety was the motive
Hale attended The Covenant School in the early 2000s, from kindergarten through fourth grade. The former student denied suffering any emotional or physical abuse during this period, investigators said in the report obtained by CNN.
โShe felt safe and accepted at The Covenant and made friends with other students,โ the report said. โShe considered her family life during this time as happy, with a positive relationship with both of her parents and her brother.โ
But more than 16 years after leaving the school, Hale targeted the beloved alma mater โdue to the notoriety she would obtainโ and โbecause she had a personal connection to the school from earlier in her life and felt she had to die somewhere that made her happy,โ police said.
While the killer โidentified as a male and used he/him as preferred pronouns,โ Nashville police said, โUnder Tennessee law, a personโs gender identity must correspond with their biological sex or with information present on their certificate of live birth.โ
As a result, authorities described Hale as a female in their 40-plus-page report.
Investigators discovered Hale left โmaterial behind intentionally to be found and analyzed,โ including โher detailed plan to commit carnage in a school, with timelines, diagrams, etc.,โ Nashville police said.
โThe publication of the writings would serve three purposes: to document her struggles with her mental health; to show how โฆ her mental health conditions helped her โto execute the perfect planโ; and to show others like her how to best plan and carry out an attack,โ the investigative report states.
In the days leading up to the attack, Hale started to transfer writings onto a thumb drive so โthey could be found and studied,โ the report states.
โNotoriety was the motive,โ the report summary says. โIt is known that Hale, and other mass shooters, studied material from Columbine High School prior to committing their attacks.โ
Hale rated other mass shooters based on the number of people they murdered and considered those who killed a low number of people to be โamateursโ who werenโt worthy of respect, Nashville police said. But Hale โmade exceptions for those offenders with documented mental health histories showing they had serious mental health diseases or disorders, as she believed they were โtoo sickโ to formulate an effective plan to kill an adequate number of victims.โ
Hale wanted books, documentaries and movies โto be made about her life and her attack,โ police said. The killer also wanted โher firearms to be placed in a museumโ and โwanted her bedroom to be left as it was when the attack occurred as a memorial to her.โ
In a statement Wednesday, families of the victims, as well as children who were at the school the day of the shooting, said, โThere would never be closure after a crime like this. No words can diminish the depths of loss we feel without Evelyn, Hallie, William, Mike, Katherine, and Cindy.โ
The shooter killed three 9-year-olds: Evelyn Dieckhaus, Hallie Scruggs and William Kinney. Three adults were also fatally shot: Mike Hill, the school custodian; Katherine Koonce, the head of the school; and substitute teacher Cynthia Peak.
โNo facts can lessen the trauma and grief we have been bearing the past two years,โ the statement read. โThis report summarizes the reality weโve been living with, that this was truly a senseless crime committed by a deranged, selfish, evil individual who relished the killing of innocent children. This report is bleak. We hope no one else ever has to go through this.โ
Eric Osborne, an attorney representing some of the victimsโ families, said the findings establish โbeyond a doubt that our legal battle against the public release of the shooterโs evil material is just, appropriate, and should silence any critics of our efforts.โ
โPlease remember that there are real children and families who are suffering and who will never be the same,โ Osborne said in a statement. โKeep your focus on the victims and survivors of that horrific day.โ
The shooter carried stuffed animals next to firearms the morning of the killings
Hale suffered from anxiety and social phobias, โwhich led to her self-isolating more often,โ the investigative report said.
โHer isolation and loneliness led Hale to begin believing the only true friends she could confide in were her stuffed animals, who she felt would never abandon her,โ police said.
โShe assigned them names and personalities, took them with her whenever she travelled, and began creating cartoons and digital media, including stories where they demonstrated some of the same emotions she felt.โ
Around 8 a.m. the morning of the killings, Hale left home โcarrying a large duffle bag which contained several firearms, ammunition for those firearms, tactical gear, and her stuffed animals,โ the investigative report states.
โShe also had with her a backpack containing two notebooks and assorted items. She loaded these bags into her vehicleโ and drove to a local gun range, authorities said.
โOnce there, she donned her tactical vest and affixed magazine pouches to her belt. The vest was loaded with several spare magazines, an automatic knife, and other equipment. She then assembled and loaded three different firearms. She then remained in her vehicle in the parking lot of the location for over an hour and finally left the location at 9:33 a.m.โ
Hale then went to The Covenant School around 9:53 a.m. and waited in the car for several minutes. โDuring this time, Hale sent a goodbye message to a friend through Instagram Messenger,โ police said.
โAt approximately 10:09 a.m., she exited her vehicle, slung two firearms around her neck and shoulders, and approached one of the west entrances to the building.โ
Haleโs firearms included an AR-15 pistol, a semi-automatic AR pistol, a semi-automatic carbine rifle and a semi-automatic pistol.
After the deadly rampage, detectives searched Haleโs vehicle and found several stuffed animals on the front passenger seat, โalong with five fully loaded magazines containing 5.56mm ammunition,โ police said.
โIn the front passenger floorboard was a backpack. Inside the backpack were two notebooks containing handwriting and sketches, along with two thumb drives.โ
Haleโs parents and therapist tried to help, but the shooter didnโt tell them everything
Investigators determined Hale was sane, but evidence suggested worsening anxiety, depression and rage.
Before the massacre, Haleโs parents assisted their child โwith obtaining mental healthcare despite them not being legally required to do so,โ police wrote.
But โHale chronicled that she withheld information from providers to prevent her from being stopped,โ authorities said.
The killer often wrote about the level of secrecy needed to carry out the attack, including withholding information from the therapist, taking steps to delete browsing history, and concealing guns and ammunition, police said.
Even though Haleโs โdisappointments in relationships, career aspirations, and independence fueled her depression, and even though this depression made her highly suicidal, this doesnโt explain the attack,โ police said.
โAs Hale wrote on several occasions, if suicide was her goal then she would have simply killed herself,โ the report states. โThroughout the writings and videos, Hale frequently commented that her death needed to matter and be remembered.โ
Investigators learned Hale felt chronic loneliness and disappointment.
โShe felt abandoned and ignored by those she longed to befriend and engage with romantically, which angered her more than anything else,โ the report says.
โShe believed that by simply committing suicide, she would be quickly forgotten and not even worthy of a footnote in history. She craved the notoriety Harris and Klebold attained following Columbine.โ
Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold were the teen gunmen who killed 13 people at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado. The 1999 massacre has been cited as an inspiration for other school shooters in the decades since.
Hale focused on how the Columbine killersโ โdocumented mental health history and societal views were similar to her own and how the notoriety they achieved following their deaths led them to becoming โgods,โโ Nashville police said.
Hale โsought to become a โgodโ like Harris and Klebold by killing victims nobody would forget: children.โ
The killer admitted the victims were innocent
Like Harris and Klebold, Hale โlonged for her name and actions to be remembered long after she was dead,โ police said.
โShe openly acknowledged none of those she would kill were guilty of anything and denied any personal motivation for targeting them,โ Nashville police wrote. Instead, the killer โfelt their deaths were necessary to give her death meaning.โ
โShe wanted her mental health to be a prominent topic of discussion and debate,โ investigators said.
โMost disturbingly, she wanted the things she left behind to be shared with the world so she could inspire and teach others who were โmentally disorderedโ like her to plan and commit an attack of their own.โ
Yet Hale โoften complained how she didnโt know enough about the mental health history or motives of most mass killers, as nothing was publicly documented regarding their struggles,โ the reports says.
Nonetheless, โHale felt she would be a failure if she killed less than 10 people during the attack,โ the report said.
Hale took a guided tour of the school in 2021, claiming to be โan alum who wanted to reminisce about her time in elementary school,โ the report said. In reality, Hale was casing the school and โdiscreetly photographed different locations,โ police said.
CNN has reached out to the school for comment.
Less than two years after that visit, Hale burst into her beloved former school wielding an assault-style rifle and gunned down six people.
This story has been updated with additional information.
CNNโs Ray Sanchez and Karina Tsui contributed to this report.
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